together we shall go until we die
— led zeppelin
i want so many things like i want fics where dean comes to stanford when sam is a junior but he cant bring himself to actually speak to sam and then sam sees the impala parked outside a bar and he goes in and neither of them can face the whole ‘i miss you so much it still hurts to breathe 3 years later’ thing so they just pretend they dont know each other, make small talk, and suddenly dean is flirting and sam is blushing and they’re way past the point where it makes sense to pretend but neither of them put a stop to it until dean is pressing sam up against the rough wall outside the bar and burying his fingers in sams hair and inhaling deep against sams neck cause he still smells like the best thing about deans existence and they end up in the backseat of the impala, both fighting to keep up a front and both failing
here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed
Things fade but wincest is forever.
You don’t, I say, you don’t owe me squat, let’s just get going, let’s just get gone, but he’s
keeps saying I owe you, says Your shoes are filling with your own damn blood,
you must want something, just tell me, and it’s yours.
(Wishbone by Richard Siken)
"Sammy comes first," was a double entendre John didn’t know he’d uttered when Dean looked him straight in the eye and said, "Yes sir. Always."
if I ever turn into something that I’m not…you have to kill me.
it took the possibility of losing you
to realize i love you more than i thought i did.
"All I’m saying, Sammy, all I’m saying, is that you’re my weak spot.You are, and I’m yours. And those evil sons of bitches know it too. And what we’ll do for each other, how far we’ll go… They’re using it against us.”